A much needed jolting change occurred in my social life this weekend- it existed.
I don't know if it was the tequila, the warm weather, or the enthusiasm from all my friends (FINALLY rallying each other to go out together), but I actually felt like a real person. I spent Friday night dancing like an idiot in this club/bar uptown, staying out until 2 AM!! I felt like I was back in college, complete with drunken late-night food cravings.
Yesterday, I went up to Winston Salem for this party my best friend was having with all her med school friends. I got to pretend to be a doctor and barbecue, two of my favorite things.
Maybe all these real-person feelings are going to be sending me on a downward spiral into Sunday night anxiety, because when you start to feel good you have much farther to fall. Or maybe I'll just go into school a little less rested and a little less depressed about my social life. We'll see.
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